| Saturday, November 13th, 2010 |
| 4:47 am |
my journal is friends mostly... sorry :( most of the posts are hidden... if you want me to add you, just comment |
| Tuesday, March 17th, 2009 |
| 12:44 pm |
sometimes i need to get slapped |
| Monday, March 16th, 2009 |
| 11:03 pm |
journey or destination?
about a million and a half years ago, me and alan we on the phone discussing the age old idiom "its the journey, not the destination." and he took the side of the idiom i took the opposition. i argued that it didn't matter how you got there, as long as you got there. he said it was the experiences along the way and not where you ended up that was what mattered the most. now that i am a lot older and a little wiser, i am beginning to see the point. but i have an interjection... its not where you end up, but as long you remember the fucktards that hurt you along the way, once you get there you can make them pay from the "bumps" in the road they caused you. saturday morning, i caught my boyfriend in bed with another girl... and the way i reacted was that i walked through the cemetery that my grandmother is buried in and crying my eyes out. and ten i made strawberry lemonade out of a bottle of strawberry smirnoff and lemon powder. then i proceeded to drink every ounce of alcohol in our house... and i still hurt... and i don't know what to do about it... help me.... please |
| Tuesday, December 4th, 2007 |
| 3:30 pm |
Update
I'm back from army training.. i'm a badass now... yeah... i got into a grappling match with a marine and broke his leg... it was funny... i have a new guy in my life... nothing too serious yet... just me being me... |
| Wednesday, October 25th, 2006 |
| 11:46 am |
I Guess its TRUE
so i get dumped... and replaced in 2 weeks... this is the guy who said that i would be the perfect girlfriend (back when we were just friends)... and then he has the audacity to tell me that he is gonna come ot my daughter's birthday party... after he makes me feel worse than shit... why is it that i like guys who will rip me to pieces and make me cry like a little girl... i feel another bout of breakuprexia coming on.... and thats not good... i need neil... actually, i need erin and her chemical therapy... what is so wrong with me that nobody wants to love me? |
| Tuesday, July 25th, 2006 |
| 10:16 pm |
again...
so i am beginning to recognize when my periods of derpression start, and i am starting one as we speak... i am losing interest in everything and feeling the need to sleep more and more... and i just cannot seem to get motivated... i've started drinking champagne for breakfast again to try to cheer myself and it works a little... but seeing as how i refuse to take any kind of pill that does not make me trip out, i am just going to have to ride this out... it is kinda nice to have a bunch of beautiful naked women who want to make me smile on a regular basis though... i had dinner with dawn last night... she said i was not myself on saturday and she wanted to make sure i wasn't being dumb... i love strippers.... they're so sweet... Current Mood: crappy |
| Thursday, July 20th, 2006 |
| 7:30 am |
i look and feel like shit... and i have to get off the computer, get a shower, get dressed, take the little one to the babysitter, and go to work.... also, i take my ASVAB today... wish me luck! |
| Wednesday, July 19th, 2006 |
| 9:59 pm |
so... i was thinking about things and talking them over with a 'friend'... why is a one night stand considered a benchmark in the measurement of a man's sexual prowess? wouldn't it be a testament against it? if he was really that good, wouldn't she come back begging for more? and we know that a man will hit it again if he has told his friends about it... so i think a one night stand is basically just a guy finding a girl thats drunk enough to think he's hot or good in bed or both... |
| Wednesday, November 2nd, 2005 |
| 3:49 pm |
SICK CYCLE CAROUSEL i'm a bad person... again Current Mood: exhausted |
| Tuesday, October 25th, 2005 |
| 11:23 am |
I'm back! i decided to start posting again... just cause... anyway, i had a baby... her name is Angelina Lynnae... she was 9lbs 5 oz... and 21 inches long... shes a little piggy... but shes my munchkin, and shes cute... other than that, theres not much else to report except that i'm back on Guam... and I'm happy about it... the states suck... i hate the winter... Current Mood: boredCurrent Music: When Doves Cry- Ginuine |
| Thursday, June 24th, 2004 |
| 5:28 am |
hey everyone... just thought i'd update and say that i'm still alive... everything is going good... i got my own place and i love it... hope evryone is doing as well as i am... sorry i haven't been on in a while... i decided to take a break from LJ land... mostly because i have nothing to say and partly because i'm lazy... take care... all of you... |
| Friday, January 9th, 2004 |
| 11:52 pm |
okae... i know it seems like i was dead, but i was jsut on Guam, being very busy with my cousin's wedding and hanging out with my girls... i missed them sooo much... right now, this update is coming from Japan... which is fun, i guess... i have a lot more to update later... and i will be starting a snapfish account soon, and i will be putting pics up there, if anyone cares to look at them.. sorry to all those people on Guam who didn't get to see me while i was there... sorry to everyone who left me a comment and i didn't reply... i have not been online a lot recently... |
| Friday, November 21st, 2003 |
| 11:33 am |
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| Monday, November 10th, 2003 |
| 12:49 am |
my football team lost :( i am upset!!! CHRIS REDMAN SUCKS!!!! anyway... i'm watching the Family Guy right now and its real funny... my weekend was great... me and my roomie got real drunk.... that is all |
| Friday, October 31st, 2003 |
| 2:53 am |
i love my baby... he really does mean the world to me.... |
| Sunday, October 19th, 2003 |
| 5:52 am |
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| Thursday, October 16th, 2003 |
| 5:48 am |
i am in the commenting mood tonight... probably because i am too agitated/distressed to sleep |
| Wednesday, October 15th, 2003 |
| 2:26 am |
i was up all night thinking of you the ashtray is my alibi |
| Sunday, September 28th, 2003 |
| 6:15 pm |
i'm mad at my roomie... she gave nate my phillies hat for him to wear to philly to watch them play the last games in that stadium... and then she told me that he stole it... but he did not get the story right... and i'm angry... i was gonna wear that hat to class... i'm upset... but i will be passive agressive about it and just start hiding things... you know how i am... |
| 6:13 pm |
hmmm.... The Ultimate LiveJournal Obsession Test
| | Category | Your Score | Average LJer | | Community Attachment | 39.78% There's something special about you. Every once in awhile, one of your topics gets everyone chatting. | 23.88% | | MemeSheepage | 42.11% An expert on multiple-choice questions, an whiz at the cut-and-paste | 29.85% | | Original Content | 66.13% Newsweek, People, and seummerale's journal | 39.7% | | Psychodrama Quotient | 53.01% Would it kill you to smile? CHEER UP! | 17.06% | | Attention Whoring | 34.09% This quiz is part of a grand scheme to keep people reading | 21.32% | | |